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Jun. 7th, 2007

01:31 pm - Church camp

I just got back from the beach. Our youth group at church went to Hilton Head SC.
It was a blast.... to make it better i saw friends that i hadent seen in a year!!! <3
And one of those friends is now my boyfriend. I love him so much!!
well.... thats all for now

Current Mood: happy

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01:27 pm - OMG i have been gone for sooooo long....

The band trip was fun.... i cant even remember everything....
but the big news right now....
My dad is geting maried in august.... and i am gonna have step sibbilings.... and they live in atlanta.... meh.....

ya srry i havent been here in a while.... ttyl

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Jan. 24th, 2007

02:25 pm - YAY

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL HANGOVER DAY!!!
OMG!!
BAND TRIP!!!
I will post about it later kuz right now it is over a month away and i will get very excited and then i will get depressed becuse it is not soon.....

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02:25 pm - YAY

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL HANGOVER DAY!!!
OMG!!
BAND TRIP!!!
I will post about it later kuz right now it is over a month away and i will get very excited and then i will get depressed becuse it is not soon.....

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Dec. 21st, 2006

07:20 pm

Oh my gosh!  I Hate PLANES! I Used to love flying! but now i hate it!  I always loved  Flying untill yesterdays trip.....

I took my finals early wich was a Pain considering that i was late both days that i took early finals!!!! 

but anyway yesterday morning i had to go to school to pick up a gift from my friend and also before i left my sister told me to get her bag that i had borowed wich was in my locker.
So i went to school and i got there a little late and so i went into the building to get the bag and to try to find my friend. When i got to an area near one of my other friend Em's  Locker  she was there crying i gave her a hug and she said that she was sad becuse her algebra teacher died earlyer that week and  she just got the E-Mail  The night before.... i supose it dident bother me becuse i dident know the teacher.... but anyway a teacher instructed her to got to the media center where i presueme the school physcologist was there to hellp the sad students and faculty.
anyway then i bumped into my friend and she gave me my gifts i got my bag and there is the end of the first round of excitment.....

Here comes part two... T-T


... well.... I was kicked in the back by this kid and that flight was delayed by 30 minutes becuse it was late and another hour on the tarmak so we got her at 1:00 am

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Dec. 18th, 2006

01:15 am - OMG I love LIfe

Dude life is good!

Current Mood: loved

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01:11 am - Mistletoe for Clay and Lizzi

YAY! for my friends Clay and Elizabeth i got them a mistletoe (they opened it together and lizzi got it first she saw it screamed slightly tossed it to clay and ran away! LOLz! it was sooooooo funny!)

Current Mood: LOL Run lizzi run!

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01:06 am - more dreams

I havent been alowed on the computer to update in a while so i cant describe them all in detail.... but i have had a few involving mental hospitals.... one involving the micky mouse house a security system a weightlifting championship a wave pool with asian and african elephants in it walking along the bottom and me drowning stuck under a persons inertube.... yes that was all in the same dream..... well..... anyway... i cant remember much more than that... so signing off

Current Mood: bored

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Dec. 7th, 2006

10:11 pm - T-T a wird dream T-T

I had a dream last night....
it was so happy!
and yet i get depressed thinking about it

I was in a mental hospital... that was attatched to an airport through the cafeterea.....(my subconcous is wird) we were in the cafeterea sort of thing and there was this african american guy (i think he was my 7th grade math teacher...?) telling us about how there are other options becides suicide... and he was addicted to gum... every two seconds he would grab another piece of gum... i nabed one but thats becide the point. Anyway I was pulled to the side told that i was free to go meaning that i was discharged... so i wandered into the airport section of the hospital..... and i bumped into my dad.
(( a little bit of backaround info before i continue: My parents divorsed when i was 6 or 7 but i go visit my dad sometimes in indianapolis wich is far away from where i live but anyway he got remaried when i was 9 or 10 to Mrs.Jan {that was what i called her at the time} and then he moved up to indianapolis becuse he was living in the same city as us before. but moving on mrs.Jan had friends where i live that she dident want to leave so a year after they moved up to indianapolis Mrs.Jan divorsed my dad... i actuly learned about it a couple of months later... but anyway i still love my Ex-stepmom and i miss her so much becuse i havent seen her in years... anyway back to the dream ))
My dad had just flown in from indianapolis apperently and i said hi and gave him a hug he huged me back and then i was going to go through the door that was behind him it was a huge like 10 foot door ish thing..... anyway he tryed to keep me back like there was somthing behind it that he dident want me to see but i was too slipery and i got passed him and i went to Go through the door (ish thing that dident have a door on it it was just an opening covered by a curtan) but Mrs.Jan came out right before i went through i looked at her then at dad and dad said that he wanted it to be a christmas surprise that they realy hadent goten divorsed! when i heard this i was soooo happy and i gave mrs. Jan a big hug and dad too then.... the dream ended and i woke up.

Now remembering the dream... it makes me feel like crying... becuse i probably wont be able to see Ms.Jan again... T-T
and i miss her so much.....
well theres my dream in all its freakishness.....
well... i better stop thinking about this before i get too depressed....

one last thing before i wrap up this entry: I miss my friends at The mental Hospital....BUT i would NOT want to go back!

Current Mood: sad

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Dec. 5th, 2006

04:48 pm - Mental Hospital... T-T

Wahhh!
I was in a mental hospital for 2 days becuse i set a small corner of my matress on fire becuse i was bored..... T-T

I just got out.....
it was so sad i missed my family so much....
But all the days there seemed to blend.......
well i am now realy enjoying everything in life ESPECALY shoe laces! they make you cut the strings in your pants and they take away your shoe laces so you dont hang yourself..... i am so happy to have them back
^-^
The beds were so hard and it was always so cold.... well... anyway......
i am so glad to be home and my cats missed me so much so they are being real loving right now ^-^

and i close this with a thank you so much lord for keeping me sain through that ordeal.
--Amen

Current Mood: peaceful

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Nov. 25th, 2006

04:12 pm - CHRISTMAS!!!

YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
YAY!!
Christmas is in a month!!!!
Christmas is in a month!!!!
And my Aunt is going to spoil me again!!
YYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!
And i may be able to go sleading!!
and i am going to see my favorite 2nd cousin once removed again!!!!!
-is missing baby timmy-
T-T



and i just got this random urge to start dancing.....
'.';;;;;

well.... thats just about it.... I CCCANT WAIT!!!!
WUEAHHHHHEWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAH!!!!!
_squee!_

Current Mood: excited

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12:37 am - On a Brighter note....

Thanksgiving was a BLAST!!
We went to one of my oldersisters friends friends house.... (yes i did meen to put 2 friends in there)
We were there for a halloween Masquarade so i had been there once and it was fun... But this time was sooo much better... It was sooo much fun 6 other ppl and me played poker after dinner (wich i dident eat much of
T-T) anyway it was just with poker chips not money considering i am under age... but anyway my moms boyfriend won (whoever dident see that one comming... is an idiot) ..... anyway...... eventhough i had it then it wasent as bad.... it was just the begining unfortunatly... T-T

(i am running a fever of 102.1 and that is not fun... sorry that was random...)

Well...
i think i am going to put my head down and rest for a while...

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Current Mood: blah

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12:29 am - I hate being sick!

This is sooo not fun!
i have laringitis or somthing... and now it is realy hard to talk... and it hurts like CRAP!
T-T

Current Mood: sick

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Nov. 22nd, 2006

06:34 pm - OMG YES!!!!

OMG at the celtic christmas coffee house my mug was the runner up! it has a panda inside and onthe outside it says who lives in this cup???

anyway... i am having issues... i am addicted to burning insence..... T-T and now i am not alowed near them... T-T


Final thought...

OMG
Lulu from FF 10 is so Prinsess Leia from starwars!
>.>

Current Mood: bored

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Nov. 14th, 2006

05:19 pm - The Celtic Christmas Coffee House!

OMG!
its this friday!
i cant wait for the ccch!
i think i will be bringing one of my friends clay along!!!
i cant wait!!!!
the lost boys are gona be playing there too to top it all off!
i cant wait!

Current Mood: cheerful

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04:48 pm - OWIE!

I hurt.....
wierd first message but o well....
i just got braces on my botom teath and Owie atleast i already had braces on my top teath... it would have been awful to get both at once....

Current Mood: In pain from cramps 2...

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